Monday, March 18, 2013

How To Create Parchment



I learned how to do this craft while on retreat with the wonderful Sister Servants of the Most Sacred Heart of Jesus last May. I have used it countless times since! I hope you enjoy it.


The INRI sign above, I painted the letters using acrylic black paint on 15" by 11" white watercolor paper.

Supplies:

A quote or design printed out on regular white printer paper.*

Candle

Lighter/matches

Regular (caffeinated) tea bags

Mug

Hot water

Cookie Sheet

Paper Towels

Contact paper



1. Choose your design. I've done this all sorts of way. The easiest way, which I use most often, is to print something out on regular white printer paper. Seriously! Find a quote and use Microsoft Word to change it to a pretty/cool font an desired size, and print it. Easy as can be. You can even print images if you so choose. Just format everything the way that YOU want it.

*Or, as I have done less often but highly enjoyed, write, draw, or paint (etc.) something yourself onto normal printer paper. I even used watercolor paper once, and it worked great, it was just different to work with in the following steps.

Also, if there is a huge amount of excess paper around your quote/design, you can trim it. But leave at least 2 inches or more, especially if this is your first time. If you do trim it, then only cut straight lines.

2. Crumple your design up. Yes, I know how painful this part is...but it is necessary. So crumple it up into a tight ball, and then carefully un-crumple it and smooth it out.


*When I used the watercolor paper (or a similarly stiff type), I skipped this step until after step 4. Stay tuned for further instruction.


3. Fold the paper accordion style, about an inch to 2 inches thick, depending on the size of your project.


*If using the watercolor paper, don't fold it.


4. GO OUTSIDE. Light the candle, and carefully burn the edges of the crumpled paper until they are all black and uneven. Be very cautious; a) don't burn yourself, and b) don't let the flame get too close to your quote/design, or you might end up missing part of it, and that can be pretty frustrating.


Note that as long as the burned part of the paper is still smoking, it is still burning. Especially in bright sunlight, it is hard to see the flame. But trust me, if it is still smoking, more of your paper is burning. Blow on it gently and steadily to make it stop burning completely if you are unsure.


Play with it! Once you get the hang of the burning process, learn to manipulate the flame to burn only where you want it to!  You can get some awesome edges that way. Also, try to scorch your paper if you want. Allow it to sit over the flame, but not enough to catch. It will have awesome black smudges.


Lastly, don't forget the shorter edges! Unfold the accordion, and refold it to burn those edges, or just do it carefully free hand.


5.Unfold the paper, and blow over all the edges to remove any ashes. Carefully smooth out your paper; be careful that you don't smear any leftover soot or ashes from the edges.


*When I used the watercolor, this was when I crumpled it a bit. I formed my right hand into a tight fist, bent the paper around it, and tried to create minor creases in the paper.


6. Drop 1-2 tea bags in a small amount of hot water. They don't need to steep, just get wet. Line a cookie sheet, cutting board, plate, or even kitchen counter with paper towels, enough that there is a 1" excess around the edges of your burned paper. Squeeze a teabag so that it doesn't drip, and dab it all over the burned paper. Dip it back in the hot water if it dries out, or use another tea bag. When the burned "parchment" paper is your desired shade, remove it to clean paper towels and allow it to dry thoroughly.


7. If desired, laminate your piece between two pieces of clear contact paper. If it is a gift and you want it to be very nicely finished, have it laminated at Staples. But otherwise, this works just fine.


God Bless!


(I will update this tutorial someday with photos of the process. I'm too tired and it is too late--and cold outside--for me to do them now.)

Sunday, March 3, 2013

Reflections on a(nother) Powerful Retreat


This Lent, I am trying to focus on positive things to do. In the past, my typical Lenten "thing" was giving up sweets. That never did anything for me spiritually though. It just made me resent this lovely Season of Grace, and all I did was complain.

This year, I am focusing on upping my prayer life and other positive things instead, such as trying to be more charitable to people that I have trouble being patient with, and attending daily Mass more often, and increasing my Spiritual reading.

This retreat, however, became an opportunity for Sacrifice. It was not an easy retreat. There was quite a bit of tension, in many areas, for different reasons. All around, it was perhaps the most difficult retreat of my life. But those difficulties and tensions, I now realize, became a huge Lenten Sacrifice for me to offer my Lord. How beautiful! I love examples like this, of Our Lord taking that which seams so ugly to us, and giving it purpose like that!

Spiritually, this retreat was incredible. Every retreat I go on brings me deeper and closer to my Lord. It makes me fall in love with Him all over again. It lifts the veil from my eyes, and is the slightest glimpse of Heaven. Retreats remind me of WHY I am Catholic, strongly, unabashedly, and passionately so.

Our Lord was so good to me during this retreat, giving me such incredible little reminders of His perfect Love and Mercy. He gave me so many consolations and gifts.

Here are the moments that stick out to me most as the beautiful parts of this retreat, the ones where out Lord touched my heart.

On Friday evening, Father Wolfe led those of us who wished to participate in Night Prayer, or Compline. Then, a few of us stayed in Chapel and prayed. I journalled and contemplated and had such an amazing time in  personal Adoration. Then some of us went downstairs and stayed up talking till 3:30 AM.

The next afternoon, during the period of scheduled silence, I went for a walk alone in the woods in the snow. It was so peaceful and easily contemplative. I love meditating on the glory of Our Lord through his Creation and especially the woods.

Around 7 PM, my good friend David and I began to lead Praise and Worship adoration. It went so beautifully. The Sisters have the most exquisite monstrance I have ever seen.

After finishing the Praise and Worship, I went to confession, and that was amazing as well. Confession is a very difficult thing for me. But Our Lord gave me such grace for this one, the humility and honesty I needed to be real with Him through Father Wolfe. And Father was so kind and gentle to me!

When I was saying my penance, I perceived a nearly tangible weight lift from my shoulders, and a black cloud cleared above me head. I was so at peace.

On Sunday, The most beautiful moment was when I read the letters my parents' had written me. My friend Jessie and I were sharing a room this weekend in the retreat center because there were more girls than rooms on our floor, and she went to our room to read her letters. I continued on to the Chapel, and I was the only one there.

As I read the notes, I wept. I cannot remember the last time that tears poured so heavily from my eyes, or sobs racked my body to that extent. These words from my beloved parents touched my soul; I cannot express how grateful I am to them.

The last thing I wish to touch on about this retreat was simply the people there, first and foremost the Sister Servants of the Most Sacred Heart of Jesus. I have known these sisters since I was 8 years old I believe, and they are some of my dearest friends. I am so grateful to My Lord every time he gives me the chance to talk to them.

Secondly, I wish to thank Father Michael Wolfe and all the chaperones for what they did to prepare this for me and all the participants. I especially thank Maria, for the ways she opened up to all of us girls, and for our talk this afternoon. 

Then of course I must mention my dear fellow retreatants, who I loved getting to know better and more deeply. I thank them all for opening themselves up and being vulnerable to me, for allowing me in and crushing the facades.  

To every person who was on this retreat, I thank you for whatever you taught me, or perhaps what you allowed Christ to teach you through me. You are each a most Precious Gift to me and to our world, each with different talents and strengths, but ultimately the same vocation: to love Our Lord, and to bring souls to Him. Thank you.


Lastly, I wish to note that I was at the retreat center for 46 hours total. Of that time, less than 3 hours were spent asleep. I would not do it every time I went on retreat, but this time it was definitely worth it in order to spend as much time as possible with everyone. Thanks to my night owl friends! It was great!